Writing

Poetry |

“Holocene”

“I thumbed through a picture book / called Deep Time whose first / blank page it said was outer space / before anything existed / to be the outer of …”

Poetry |

“the place” and “the judge”

“tell me the lights existed. / tell me that you still breathe the smoke of a thousand cigarettes. / tell me that there is a cold droplet dripping down / the necks of all Augusts.”

Poetry |

“Fool Reversed / Let Go”

“perhaps a great emptiness / is what is needed — / space for the crack / or crevice to sound // its vast sudden / triumph …”

Poetry |

“Smokescreen”

“The audience gasped. / It was all they could do. // My last line sang / into silence …”

Essay |

Uncanny Pretending: on Keith Kopka’s Count Four 

“He makes us ‘test’ not only ‘the materiality of the phenomena,’ as Freud writes, but also the morality of it … where — especially for a privileged white man — beauty and mastery are not the product of repressed, animated atrocity.”

Fiction |

“Creation Myth”

“When we were small, barely out of babyhood ourselves, the nights we slept at Grandmother’s house at the edge of the blue-black woods, she sent us to sleep with the story of how babies came to be born of women.”

Essay |

“Going to the Mall”

“The mall felt like a place where dreams came true. The mall promised new shoes for school each year, a new toy if I was ‘good.’ The mall was a place where I could have ice cream at 2:00 pm …”

Poetry |

from Lointaines

“Storyville or Benin City / it could be that we don’t have to describe / but only to return fear / to the place where we found it …”

Poetry |

“Fire Ants” & “An Exultation of Spirit”

“I wish I could say that a surgeon’s knife / in the small of my back and the successful removal / of some extra bone, the liberation of a cornered nerve, / would be enough to jump start me back into the joy of living …”

Fiction |

“The Last Golden Hour”

“We wasted the day looking after my oldest son who does not want to be looked after. Your unbonded stepson. He wrecked his car on a Kentucky backroad. His girlfriend clawed his face. Cuffed, no charges filed.”